One of the most annoying things I find about myself is that I can get fairly obsessive about “completeness”. I’m not even entirely sure how to explain it…but I do know that a lot of times it results in me not being able to keep up with shit or constantly failing to meet deadlines. For example, if you haven’t noticed, almost every metal magazine and blog has published or posted their own “Best of the Year” lists. For me, I can’t release mine until January 1st of the next year because there’s something in my brain that has convinced me that it’s entirely possible there will be an album released on December 31st of this year that will obliterate the fuck out all the other albums that made everyone else’s lists. You might think this is a little ridiculous, but just look at Nokturnal Mortum‘s “The Voice of Steel” (2009). Yeah yeah, they’re a controversial group because their extremist right wing ideologies and political affilations and probably wouldn’t have made a lot of critics’ lists anyway because of it, but STILL!! It’s an absolutely killer album and easily one of the best metal albums of 2009, which happened to be released on December 26. If I would have made my Top 10 list early and missed it I would have had to either edit the list, which is annoying and kind of pointless after everyone’s already read it, OR I’d have to make some goofy new post about how it should have been on my list to begin with or whatever. I guess the latter isn’t so bad since its absurd to be expected to somehow have listened to EVERY album that came out, but I guess that’s why I have a problem to begin with. I’m convinced that if I hold out for just a couple more days I’ll be able to somehow come up with a better list after discovering some obscure, yet amazing record, or re-listening to an album I previously thought was shitty and finding it to be mind-blowing. Even this rant is starting to get pretty irritating.
Rob Gordon was so fucking hip, he read Decibel before it even existed!! |